Currently Listening Get Lifted By John Legend Stay with u see related

It's been a minute!!!!! BUT IM BACK!!

**UPDATE**

Me and boyfriend are still together... it's month 8 as of 2DAY!!! thank God we've made it thus far!!! All the drama has ceased from b4! jus keep prayin 4 us!!

**NEW SHIT** lol

I'll be home in 9 DAYZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm oh so happy!! A lil SCARED about finals! But i guess its do me being a freshman all over again! High school and college is entirely DIFFERENT! My ajustment is going well... jus wish i had a few more friends from home... but thats okay! I'm rather sleepy... but i've been sleep most of the day!!! lol Don't worry I'm done with classes til next semester so i'm not ditchin!!! lol Well with that being said... I'mma go and get my life 2gether!!!! Let's hope I can get it together this time around! lol

Peace~n~Blessings!

Currently Listening Free Yourself By Fantasia Barrino Free yourself see related

Hey ya'll ....

I'm in a bad mood right now... how ya'll?... THAT'S GREAT atleast sombody is havin a good day!?!?!?!? Right?

Well let me tell ya'll how I am so.....

FUCKIN TIRED

of people AKA my "boyfriend"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SERIOUSLY... THIS IS NOT A GAME!

I am soooo freakin far AWAY 4 this BULLSHIT!

I KNOW YA'LL WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPEND RIGHT????? HERE'S THE DEAL....

Okay so me and my boyfriend got into it like a week ago (like always)... didn't talk 2 him for a few days... as i think about it... yesterday was like my 1st day talkin 2 him... we kinda patched things up or whatnot... so how come we can't jus be cool for 24hrs???? ....

Because I was oh so mad I wrote him a letter... it was something like a break-up letter or whatever... cuz that really was my plan! Instead of mailing it... I ended up e-mailing it 2 him cuz he asked me to and wanted to know how I really felt about what was going on... So i e-mailed it...

He later called and started askin questions about it... mainly about what i said about love... "it's more to love than saying i love u b4 u hang up and making" ... I guess that he felt offended which wasn't my plan.....

Love is complicated... sorry... it just is! I don't have ALL the answers about how i feel... but I know that it has to do with love.... And yes I feel like I should question our love because it really isn't working out 4 us... my boyfriend should be someone who can relieve my stress... not cause them! And this whole fallin out thing isn't working either... I'm not... I REFUSE 2 be with someone who I'm fighting EVERYDAY!!!!!!! It's not worth it... NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LUV HIM... IT'S NOT WORTH IT!

So as he questions me about the whole luv thing... I guess he didn't like what i had to say which was that love is confusing and how i feel i can't really explain... so HE HANGS UP on me!!!!

WTF???????

ARE U SERIOUS??????? I CAN'T...  I REFUSE TO DEAL WITH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! HANG UP ON ME? OH NO... HE'LL NEVER HEAR THE END OF THIS!

I thought that i wouldn't have to question are relationship again... But breaking up sounds like the right thing to do now!!! THE RIGHT THING 2 DO!

This is the time when u scroll down and click on the comment button... I'll let ya'll kno what happens when he calls cuz I REFUSE 2 call him!

Peace~n~Blessings 

Currently Listening TP.3 Reloaded By R. Kelly Slow Wind see related

Well I'm back.... and I'm alive!

Lets see.... I've calmed down from the last entry! lol

I miss boyfriend so much and SUPER salty that he can't come down here 4 thanksgiving!

I actually miss MOST of my SHAKER and CLEVELAND people! Most NOT ALL lol

Umm... I've missed this whole week of school and 2morrow will be my 1st day back cuz i was in the hospital! (long story!)

Well yes u guessed it! I'm falling apart! But don't worry ya girl isn't on crutches or anything like that! But my arms are so sore from all them shots... i look like a crack head!!! lol

Ummm..... I'm bored and can't really think what 2 write! lol

Ummm..... I'm bored and can't really think what 2 write! lol

Ummm..... I'm bored and can't really think what 2 write! lol

Ummm..... I'm bored and can't really think what 2 write! lol

OKAY I guess thats enough! lol Well thats all 4 now!!!

Peace~n~Blessings!

Currently Listening Live in London and More... By Donnie McClurkin We Fall Down see related

Well I'm trying my best to update on a regular basis!!!! Let's see........

I'M WORKING ON FREAKIN 2 HOURS OF SLEEP!!!!! all b/c of a damn psychology test!!! But don't worry people cuz ya girl passed with flying colors!!!!!

The topic of the day is... being grateful! ( no i'm not preaching! lol well i dunno! lol)

and no this isn't about me... but about someone i know! ... seriously!

OKAY... say for instance you're cramming for a history test! and the test is 2morrow.... and all of a sudden you stop doing whatever and pray out loud to God that you just want to pass and that you'll settle for average ( thats a C people!).... So hours after hours studying test day is finally here! And the test is online so u can get ur scores instantly... You take the test and half the stuff on it u didn't even know and half ass the whole thing... when its time to submit.... u get a lil nervous cuz that test was from the pits and didn't really focus on anything u studied on... but ur roommate ( that'll be me! lol) clicks on it 4 u since ur so scared... and u get a 72!!!!

What would u do??

a. Be happy as can be cuz that test was hard!

                      or

b. Have a tantrum cuz u got a C and crawl in the bed crying????

YOU GUESSED IT!!!!! IT'S B!!!!!!

           WTF!?!?

            WHY?!?!

Why would u do that!?!? U prayed and told God that u can settle for a C the night b4 and the next day... u get a C and throw a fit and call home!

Ungrateful ladies and gentleman is what its called! I know I'll be so FREAKIN happy if i cramed the night b4 a COLLEGE EXAM and got a C!!!! Would you?

Why ask God for something that you'll be unsatisfied for??? ( ya'll can answer in the comment thing if u want!)

I believe that God was just giving that person a test to see if she was loyal to her word to Him and she failed... that Sucks! Of all people... u fail God??

I know all of us come short of our word to Him but sometimes its not the obvious... unless I'm doing some SERIOUS GROWING UP!  

What ya'll think!?!? I really wanna hear what ya'll gotta say! u think someone was overreacting (either me or her!)?  I can't deal with lil childish actions! I'm 2 grown 4 that pettiness! LET ME KNOW!!!!!!!!! LOL

~~~ OH that Chris Rock show is coming on 2nite!!! Oh SO EXCITED!!!! lol

Peace~n~Blessings

Currently Listening Aaliyah By Aaliyah I miss you! see related

Well as you can see I've done a few changes!!!! I couldn't really find a layout that i liked so i just used this one!!! lol

~ Well.... I'm starting to really miss boyfriend a lot!!! I don't think he knows that... and I don't know if i'mma actually tell him! Why?!? Cuz that'll definitly make us crazy!!! He already misses me and u jus can't have a relationship where both miss each other 2 death!!! lol I just miss him... not 2 death... well at least not yet! lol

~ LAST FREAKIN NITE!!!!!! I finally got tipsy! I was so thirsty 4 a drink! Yes people ya girl hasn't had a drink since she came down here!!!!! But last night i had fun! Until......................... my roomie got way 2 drunk! She like a size 2! Sweetie u can't drink with the Pros! But she try and was out 4 the count! So I had to drag her ass 2 the dorm b4 we get caught!! This dummy wanna call everybody in the world... like her momma! HELL NAW!!! u crazy!?!? So i had 2 hide the phones til she promised not to call! lol Then she got on the phone with this boy who wanted to me her outside! U CRAZY!!! I wouldn't let her go! So she fell asleep....fake ass... so i fell asleep.... I get up 2 go 2 the potty and this trick was gone OUTSIDE!!!! Bout time i went to the door she coming in smiling! I cussed her out like i was her momma!!! lol I'm not tryin 2 get in trouble 4 somebody's stupid mistake! she should've had her ass in bed since i had 2 carry her 2 the dorm!! AAAHHH I was highly pissed! MOVIN ON....

~ Still tryin 2 put some music on here... but i'm lazy! lol Well i'm bout 2 get dressed and go eat! I know I'm a tubby!!!! lol

Peace~n~Blessings