Currently Listening Free Yourself By Fantasia Barrino Free yourself see related

Hey ya'll ....

I'm in a bad mood right now... how ya'll?... THAT'S GREAT atleast sombody is havin a good day!?!?!?!? Right?

Well let me tell ya'll how I am so.....

FUCKIN TIRED

of people AKA my "boyfriend"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SERIOUSLY... THIS IS NOT A GAME!

I am soooo freakin far AWAY 4 this BULLSHIT!

I KNOW YA'LL WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPEND RIGHT????? HERE'S THE DEAL....

Okay so me and my boyfriend got into it like a week ago (like always)... didn't talk 2 him for a few days... as i think about it... yesterday was like my 1st day talkin 2 him... we kinda patched things up or whatnot... so how come we can't jus be cool for 24hrs???? ....

Because I was oh so mad I wrote him a letter... it was something like a break-up letter or whatever... cuz that really was my plan! Instead of mailing it... I ended up e-mailing it 2 him cuz he asked me to and wanted to know how I really felt about what was going on... So i e-mailed it...

He later called and started askin questions about it... mainly about what i said about love... "it's more to love than saying i love u b4 u hang up and making" ... I guess that he felt offended which wasn't my plan.....

Love is complicated... sorry... it just is! I don't have ALL the answers about how i feel... but I know that it has to do with love.... And yes I feel like I should question our love because it really isn't working out 4 us... my boyfriend should be someone who can relieve my stress... not cause them! And this whole fallin out thing isn't working either... I'm not... I REFUSE 2 be with someone who I'm fighting EVERYDAY!!!!!!! It's not worth it... NO MATTER HOW MUCH I LUV HIM... IT'S NOT WORTH IT!

So as he questions me about the whole luv thing... I guess he didn't like what i had to say which was that love is confusing and how i feel i can't really explain... so HE HANGS UP on me!!!!

WTF???????

ARE U SERIOUS??????? I CAN'T...  I REFUSE TO DEAL WITH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!! HANG UP ON ME? OH NO... HE'LL NEVER HEAR THE END OF THIS!

I thought that i wouldn't have to question are relationship again... But breaking up sounds like the right thing to do now!!! THE RIGHT THING 2 DO!

This is the time when u scroll down and click on the comment button... I'll let ya'll kno what happens when he calls cuz I REFUSE 2 call him!

Peace~n~Blessings